I recently watched "The Book of Clarence" again, and it opened up a whole new world of thinking about what Jesus might have meant by "I am the resurrection." In the film, Clarence is given an opportunity to go on a journey of self-actualization. He is confronted with his ego and forced to not only embrace change but to let go of things that get in the way of his growth and the ultimate good, not just for himself but for the world around him. It's a beautiful film that raises all the right questions and dares to proclaim that knowledge is stronger than belief.
In Clarence's world and our own, the logic of empire and domination runs rampant and mostly unchecked. Empires—political, economic, or cultural—seek to impose control and maintain power through division, competition, and the manipulation of shame and fear. The process of self-actualization stands as a profoundly subversive act against this backdrop. It challenges the status quo and transforms individuals in ways that ripple through communities and societies. Self-actualization, in the context of empire, is akin to apotheosis—the process of becoming divine. This journey aligns with the wisdom teachings of being fully present, rejecting shame, and embodying resurrection as an ongoing practice.
Self-actualization is the realization and fulfillment of one's potential, moving past the limitations imposed by shame, fear, and external expectations. In an imperial context, where power dynamics and hierarchical structures prevail, self-actualization becomes an act of resistance. It is a declaration that one's worth is not determined by external forces but by an intrinsic connection to the divine. This realization is deeply subversive as it undermines the empire's control over identity and value.
The process of self-actualization can be likened to apotheosis, the elevation to divine status. This is not in a literal sense, but in recognizing and embracing the divine nature within oneself. When individuals move beyond the shame and fear that drive them to fight, flee, or freeze, they come to understand their inherent worth and belonging. They realize that God is not a judge but the very essence of their being. This transformative insight leads to profound inner peace and empowerment, fostering a shift from survival to flourishing.
This is why Jesus speaks about being the resurrection, not merely participating in it. He embodies resurrection even while alive, demonstrating that though they may have the power to take his physical body, they cannot take his life. We who embrace vulnerability, live honestly, and use our resources for the self-actualization of others are more alive each day; that is something that cannot be taken or thwarted.
A key message of wisdom in this journey is to be fully present, regardless of circumstances. It involves not hiding in shame or competing with others but living authentically and embracing each moment with integrity and sincerity. This presence dismantles the empire's power, which thrives on division and competition. By rejecting the lie that God is punitive and vindictive, individuals reclaim their true nature and divine connection.
If we strip away the doctrinal baggage that has been placed on Jesus, we see a life characterized by continuous growth and self-actualization. Jesus' journey was not a static state of divinity but an evolving embodiment of divine truth. He lived fully present, demonstrating through his actions and teachings the path of self-actualization and the subversion of imperial norms.
The concept of resurrection, often viewed as a future event, can be understood as an ongoing process of transformation and renewal. Jesus embodied this practice throughout his life. There were times he evaded capture, passing through crowds untouched, and other times he faced persecution and death. His trust in the truth about God and his commitment to living it, even in the face of death, exemplifies the ongoing nature of resurrection. He was not merely anticipating a future resurrection but was actively living it, showing that resurrection is about the continual renewal and affirmation of divine life within.
By living the practice of resurrection, Jesus demonstrated that true power lies in vulnerability and authenticity, not in dominance or control. His life was a testament to the transformative power of self-actualization, encouraging others to embrace their divine nature and live fully present, without shame or fear. This message is revolutionary, as it calls for a radical reorientation of values and relationships, away from the destructive patterns of empire and towards a community grounded in love, compassion, and mutual support.
What self-actualization does is connect you to what really matters and into a vulnerability and honesty that cannot be thwarted or silenced by any other means than death. This is because it represents a threat to an empire that creates slaves and cronies by making false promises and appealing to deep shame and rivalry within us. By embracing vulnerability and limitations as part of this journey, individuals can resist the empire's tactics of manipulation and control, fostering a life of authenticity and true freedom.
Moving toward self-actualization within the context of empire is a deeply subversive act, akin to apotheosis. It involves rejecting the lies about God and oneself, embracing vulnerability, and living authentically. Jesus' life and teachings provide a powerful model of this process, showing that resurrection is not merely a future event but an ongoing practice of renewal and transformation. By embodying this wisdom, we can create a world where individuals and communities flourish, free from the constraints of shame and fear, and deeply connected to their divine essence. Embracing vulnerability and limitations as part of this journey not only fosters personal growth but also cultivates a compassionate and inclusive society.ot only fosters personal growth but also cultivates a compassionate and inclusive society.